Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Mega Update!


Those of us who stay at home, who pour our words into this space on the Internet, who otherwise would only be celebrating surviving until nap time can understand my excitement that this very post is my 1,000th one on this blog. I'm glad I have this space that I can come to when I'm happy, when I'm frustrated, or when I just need to connect with someone outside of the walls of this home and it means a lot to me that you come by and chat with me.

Today isn't anything special. I just wanted to write without thinking. I'll update you on what's going on in our world as much as I can.

We'll start with this one:

He is a handful. Lately, he has me questioning everything. I suppose that's what kids do, though. They keep you on your toes, but as my peers talk about how life is getting easier with their toddler/preschool aged kiddo I just keep thinking how true that isn't for me. There's lots of grunting, screaming, fit pitching, and whining going on around here. And forget playing nicely with the little bro! It ain't happening. K is frustrated by the babe more often than not. He doesn't enjoy the attention Baby A gets when he walks a long way. He doesn't like sharing his toys with him and he really doesn't like when he doesn't get his way. I know this is all par for the course, but day in and day out of it and it wears on me. I feel that I'm not being an effective parent and it scares me.
We are potty training, too. That is also not going so well. I've tried just about everything, but I don't think he cares anything about being a big boy. He wants me to change his diapers forever*. He's sweet, though too. This morning, as we were sitting in the bathroom hoping for a success, I told him, "You need to start going to potty in the big boy potty. You are not a baby anymore and I know you can do it!" He just looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, Money (that's what he calls me for some reason)". Perhaps he's not ready, but again I just don't know what I'm doing here. On top of it all, he won't nap anymore.
It's not all bad, though. He's finally sitting at an adult spot at our table and using his utensils frequently. He also got a haircut (and was an angel) and he looks like a college boy. He's growing up before my eyes and half the time I'm wishing to soak in every time he asks me to play trains or read him a story. The other half of the time, I'm trying not to pull out every hair on my head as the other baby boy gives me a run for my money.

He's a pill, too.

We're struggling with him. You probably know by now about his hearing and/or developmental delay. We are still trying to get that sorted out. It's a long, boring story but the hearing test has been pushed back more times than I can count. Supposedly, we will be seeing a new doctor on the 29th and he will have the test then. I have a sense of peace about it. Whatever it is, it will be just fine. That doesn't make life any easier here, though. His shrieks are almost constant. Screaming to talk, screaming for food, screaming for attention, screaming for no apparent reason at all. It wears on me. As an introvert, I enjoy quiet moments to myself while physical closeness drains me. Baby A has become very needy and is always hanging on me, begging to be heard. I think that's why he screams so much because he can't talk and he wants to communicate so badly. It is hard on us. K starts screaming right back and they have their own little angry language. I end up going a little crazy more and more everyday.
He's precious, though. I'll knock on wood as I say this, but he does still take a good nap and sleeps pretty good at nighttime. I'm so thankful for that. He still loves to eat anything you put on his plate. He has also grown two inches in the last two months. Sometimes I look at him and can't believe how tall he is. It seems like he's still my baby, but he's not. He has moved to the role of big brother already!

I love my boys very much. As you can see, they're my life.

I do try to have a life outside of them as much as time doesn't really allow that. When given the opportunity, I try to keep up with my fitness goals. I also attempt to write on some of my projects, but as you can imagine those have come to a standstill. With no glorious nap time to be productive, I have all but given up on writing for awhile. That's okay.

Recently, I joined a group of ladies who are starting a new bible study on marriage. I'm thankful to have that time away and I know it will be something I look forward to each week. In addition, I think J and I are going to start attending a bible study together on Wednesday evenings as well.

It's a start in finding time away from the kids for a few minutes as we spend time together.

I spend my days asking God to have me die to myself and start living for Him, for these boys and their dad. I knew when I got pregnant the first time that the thing I would struggle with most would be selfishness. Three kids later and I am still struggling. I just want to encourage you if you're feeling the same way. It's okay to enjoy a routine and thrive off of quiet, reflective time. Kids throw that out of whack so much, but it's only normal. It will get easier. I just know it.







(*only slightly dramatic)

30 comments:

Anonymous said...

You have your hands full mama but you are doing a wonderful job. Keep your head up!

K looks sooo much older!

Jen said...

You are a wonderful mama! They are such lucky boys. :)

Lisa C said...

Congrats on 1000 posts! And you're a great mom.

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you, friend.

As far as potty training goes...if it's any help, I don't know...what they say is totally true: When he's ready, do it, then, and not before! I tried to get Ethan to start potty training twice, and it was just silly. In July 2013 (30 months old), I noticed he woke up dry from a nap...once...twice...and then, one day, he asked to go on the potty. We never looked back, and it really has been quite easy. He is just now, 6 months later, at the point where he only needs pull-ups at night. He wears underwear for naps as of last week or so. I know you really want him to potty train, but I promise you'll save yourself a headache if you wait until he's showing better signs of readiness. :)

Barbara Macelli said...

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Anonymous said...

Congrats on hitting 1,000 posts! Your boys are so blessed to have a mom who cares so much.

Angie said...

I have a tough time with my 3 year old. Hang in there! Parenting is not easy and you definitely aren't alone.

JG said...

You're doing good work, Mama. Family-hood is a constant exercise in dying to self, for all of us, I think. Love heaaring your heart. And congratulations on 1000 posts! That's a big milestone!

Karen said...

K looks SO old now!! I know how you feel (although I don't have the added tiredness of being pregnant lol). It will get better, it's hard to stay positive sometimes but know that you have a wonderful support system and a loving and wonderful God who will help you through it all :) Hugs!!

Unknown said...

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Chantal said...

I can't only imagine all that would wear on you! Goodness those bad days with toddlers are hard. I hope things resolve themselves. And personally, I'd take a step back on potty training. Maybe he really isn't into it yet.

Jenn said...

first off you are an amazing mom! In 10 years you will look at the amazing kids you two have raised and realize that these hard times are what brought you to the good ones. If you want to talk about potty training just let me know. Not all of the kids I have watched were as easy as the little girl I had told you about.
Wow 1,000!!! that is a awesome! I can barely find the time to write on a daily basis.

Fran said...

Congrats on the 1000 posts!!! You have your hands full but you're a wonderful mama!

Kate @ Daffodils said...

Bennett didnt potty train until he totally decided he was ready for himself. Every few weeks I would put undies on him and have him go, but if he didn't want to, he would throw an absolute ft. THen when day, the light switch turned on and now he goes by himself. I know it is frustrating, but there is no magic way to do it except keep encouraging him! Ill be praying for Baby's A's appointment today~!

lissa said...

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Unknown said...


Be careful here nobody can help you here or even suggest how you can get your ex or love back,any testimonies of most spell caster here must be ignore.because most of them are scam i mean real scam which i was a victim and i got ripped of thousands of dollars because i was so anxious to get my wife back after she left me for over 2 years with my 7 years old son jerry,i have applied to 7 different spell caster here and all to no avail they all ask for same thing send your name your ex name address and picture phone number etc which i did over and over again and most of them were from west Africa until i saw a post about mama Anita spell and i decided to gave her my last trail.she ask me four things my real name,my ex and my ex mother name and $180 and said my ex will come back in 24hours, i have paid over $3000 on spell casting and courier and nothing have work for me after 3 days i was thinking about how much i have lost so far so i said let me give her a try so i called her again and send my real name,my ex and my ex mother name and the $180 because i swear it was my last try so i was waiting as she told me to wait till next day and i could not sleep that night because i really love my wife and want her back at 9pm that day i saw my wife on line on face book and she said hi at first i was shock because she never talk with me for the past a year and 9 month now i did not reply again she said are you there? i quickly reply yes and she said can we see tomorrow i said yes and she went off-line i was confused i try to chat her again but she was no more on line i could not sleep that night as i was wondering what she is going to say, by 7.am the next morning she gave me a miss call i decided not to call back as i was still on shock again she call and i pick she said can we see after work today i said yes so she end the call immediately i got off work she call me and we meet and now we are back again i call mama anita the next day thanking her for what she has done in fact i still call her and thank her as my life was not complete without my wife please be careful here i have been scam thousands of dollars if you want a true love spell then contact mama Anita (mama.anitatruelovespell@gmail.com)

Anonymous said...

My name is John Sheri i'm from California i have been married for 4years and i have a break up with my husband 3months ago and i was worried and so confuse because i love him so much. i was really going too depressed and a friend directed me to this spell caster Dr. Laco and i made all my problems known to him and he told me not to worry that he was going to make my husband to come back to me and in just 48hours i receive a call from my husband and he was appealing that i should come back to the house. i have never in my life believe in spell and but now it have just helped me and i am now so happy. All Thanks to him and if you also want to have your Husband back to yourself here !! his email Address lacopowerfulspellcaster@yahoo.com i am so happy to testify of your work and kindness

Jessica L. Smith said...

i am hear to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted Dr Zuma zuk for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they casted the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that he Dr Zuma zuk casted on him that make him comeback to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you Dr Zuma zuk for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact spiritualherbalisthealers@gmail.com. and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

Unknown said...

Oh my God, I'm so glad to tell everyone the real thing that happen to me...My name is EMILIANO BABARAH. If i refuse to share this testimony it means i am selfish to my self and to people i love so much whom might have similar problems, March 16th about something 7:23pm after taken our dinner my husband got crazy started calling a lady name Melisa I love you, i was so mad and started crying like a baby...then my husband left home for the idiot called Melisa, and never return back home then i believed when he uthen nderstand his self he will surly come back to apology, but instead he left me So i complained to my friend she told me she was having such problems in her marriage until she was introduce to DR ORIOMON who specializes in bringing back broken homes and broken marriages DR ORIOMON cast a spell for me in May 4th surprisingly my husband came home May 6th apologizing that i should forgive him that it will never happen again, i was so glad and gave the thanks to DR ORIOMON who save my marriage, if you are having similar problem you can contact him and His email address is (oriomonspiritualtemple@yahoo.com) you can still save your marriage if u really love your husband.


Thanks EMILIANO BABARAH_USA

Anonymous said...

I am PANDEV from canada.I never
believe in spells and magic until I
experienced one some times ago and it
really worked for me. I was in love with
this guy and he is in love with me too for
3years and we making preparations to get married but to my surprise,his
parents didn't want his hand in the
marriage because of the religion
difference. I was about loosing my man
to another lady under the influence of his
parents until I met a spell caster on net that claimed he can help me out.
He
helped me cast a very strong spell that
helped change his parents mind and i
noticed also that my man love for me has
greatly increased. We are happily
married now with kids. People with similar problems can contact the spell
caster on drodionspelltemple@gmail.com)
He cast spells for different purposes like
(1) If you want your ex back.
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(4) You want women/men to run after
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(8) If you need financial assistance.
(9) Herbal care
Contact him today on:
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Unknown said...


My name is Jennifer and i want to testify of the good work done by a faithful DR PALOMA, a spell caster. in my life i never thought there is such thing as spiritual intercession. my problem started 5 months back when the father of my kids started putting up some strange behavior, i never knew he was having an affair outside our matrimonial home. it dawn on me on that faithful day 4th of April 21st 4:23pm when he came to the house to pick his things that was when i knew that situation has gotten out of hand and he then told me he was quitting the marriage which i have built for over 6 years, i was confused and dumbfounded i called on family and friends but to no avail. two months after i started having problem with my kids welfare rent-age and all of it, i really went through ***. until a day i was browsing on the internet and i happen to meet DR PALOMA Email palomaspelltemple@yahoo.com i never believed on this but i needed my man back so i gave the spell caster my problem at first i never trusted him so i was just doing it but you know a problem shared is half solved after a 2das my husband called me telling me that he his coming back home and that was all. now we are living happily and i still do contact him on this email: palomaspelltemple@yahoo.com

Unknown said...


At last my happiness has been restored by a Man named Dr ABULU ,, my name’s are miss KIRSTEN I want every one on this site or forum to join me thank this DR ABULU for what he just did for me and my kids. my story goes like this I was married to my husband for 5 years we were living happily together for this years and not until he traveled to Italy for a business trip where he met this prostitute who be witched he to hate me and the kids and love her only so when my husband came back from the trip he said he does not want to see me and my kids again so he drove us out of the house and he was now going to Italy for to see that other woman. so I and my kids were now so frustrated and I was just staying with my mum and I was not be treating good because my mama got married to another man when my after my daddy death so the man she got married to was not treating I and my kids well so I was so confuse and I was searching for a way to get my husband back to me and my kids so one day as I was browsing on my computer I saw a testimony about this MAN DR ABULU of abuluspiritualtemple@gmail.com shared on the internet by a lady and it impress me too so I also think of give it a try at first a was scared by when I think of what me and my kids are passing through so I contact him and he told me to stay calm for just two days that my husband shall be restored to me and to my best surprise I received a call from my husband on the second day asking after the kids and I called Dr Abulu and he said your problems are solved my child so this was how I get my family back after a long stress of brake up by an evil lady so with all this help from DR ABULU of abuluspiritualtemple@gmail.com I want you all on this forum to join me to say a huge thanks to DR ABULU and I will also advice for any one in such or similar problems or any kind of problems should also contact him for help.

Unknown said...

Three weeks ago my boyfriend broke up with me. it all started when i Travel to UK to spend my holiday with my friend,i was trying to contact him but it was not going through. So when i came back from UK i saw him with a lady kissing, i was frustrated and it gives me sleepless night. I called my friend told her what happened and she introduce me to a spell cater who helped her long time ago. Which i contact him and i never believed that the spell will work so easily because i have contacted many spell casters to get him back all they do is to take my money with no result. I am happy to tell you all that my boyfriend is back and committed to me alone and he do whatever i ask him to do with love and care. All thanks to DR ADAGBA the great magician who helped me to restore my boy friend to me:adagbaspiritualtemple@yahoo.com.. Email this powerful and authentic spell caster via email now adagbaspiritualtemple@yahoo.com

Anonymous said...



My name is Angela and am from USA, I want to use this opportunity to thank my great Doctor who really made my life a pleasurable one today. This great man Dr Osorba brought my husband back to me, i had two lovely kids for my husband, about four years ago i and my husband has been into one quarrel or the other until he finally left me for one lady. I felt my life was over and my kids thought they would never see their father again. I tried to be strong just for the kids but i could not control the pains that torments my heart, my heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every day and night i think of him and always wish he would come back to me, until one day i met a good friend of mine that was also in a situation like me but her problem was her ex-boyfriend who she had an unwanted pregnancy for and he refused to take responsibility and dumped her. she told me that mine was a small case and that i should not worry about it at all, so i asked her what was the solution to my problems and she gave me this great man’s email address. I was doubting if this man was the solution, so i contacted this great man and he told me what to do and i deed them all, he told me to wait for just 48 hours and that my husband will come crawling on his kneels just for forgiveness so i faithfully did what this great man asked me to do and for sure after 48 hours i heard a knock on the door, in a great surprise i saw him on his kneels and i was speechless, when he saw me, all he did was crying and asking me for forgiveness, from that day, all the pains and sorrows in my heart flew away, since then i and my husband and our lovely kids are happy, that’s why i want to say a big thank you to Dr Osorba Spiritual Temple. This great man made me to understand that there is no problem on earth that has no solution so please if you know that you have this same problem or any problem that is similar, i will advise you to come straight to this great man. You can email him at: osorbaspiritualspelltemple@gmail.com you can also visit his blog on http://osorba.blog.co.uk and websites http://osorbaspiritualspelltemple.webs.com/

Unknown said...

i can't really believe that i am with my Ex-Husband back after when he broke up with me with 4 kids i thank Dr Atakpo of (dratakpospelltemple@gmail.com) for helping me getting back my man back, My Name is Mrs Rhona Cole i am from England and my man name is Mr Alan Cole, my happiness turn to bitterness,my joy turn to sorrow,my love turn to hate when my husband broke up with me last week,i was so frustrated and i could not know what next to do again, i was so unthinkable and i could not concentrate any more, i love my husband so much but he was cheating on me with another woman and this makes him broke up with me so that he can be able to get marry to the other lady and this lady i think cast a spell on my husband to make him hate me and my kids and this was so critical and uncalled-for,I cry all day and night for God to send me a helped to get back my man until i went to Westmoreland to see a friend and who was having he same problem with me but she latter got her Husband back and i asked her how she was able to get her husband back and she told me that their was a powerful spell caster in Africa name DR ATAKPO that he help with love spell in getting back lost lover's back and i decided to contacted the same Dr Atakpo and he told me what is needed to be done for me to have my man back and i did it although i doubted it but i did it and the Dr told me that i will get the result after 24hours, and he told me that my husband was going to call me by 9pm in my time and i still doubted his word, to my surprise my husband really called me and told me that he miss me so much Oh My God i was so happy, and today i am happily with my man again and we are joyfully living together as one good family and i thank the powerful spell caster Dr Atakpo of dratakpospelltemple@gmail.com, he is so powerful and i decided to share my story on the internet that good spell casters still exist and Dr Atakpo is one of the good spell caster who i will always pray to live long to help his children in the time of trouble, if you are there and your lover is turning you down, or you have your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore contact the powerful spell caster Dr Atakpo on his email: dratakpospelltemple@gmail.com and he will answer you, i am a living testimony and i will continue to testify of his goodness in my family,he turn my family to paradise and today we are all happy together Dr Atakpo i say thank you in one million times thanks Dr.

Anonymous said...


My name is morgan keri.i want to give thanks to dr.trust for bringing back my ex husband.No one could have ever made me believe that the letter I’m about to write would actually one day be written. I was the world’s biggest skeptic. I never believed in magic spells or anything like this, but I was told by a reliable source (a very close co-worker) that Trust is a very dedicated, gifted, and talented person,It was one of the best things I have ever done. My love life was in shambles; I had been through two divorces and was on the brink of a third. I just couldn't face another divorce, and I wanted to try harder to make our relationship work, but my husband didn’t seem to care. and he brake up with me again.I was confuse and do not no what to do again,rather them to get in contact with dr.trust. He did a love spell that make my husband come back to me. we are now very much happy with ourself. dr.trust make him to realise how much we love and need each other.This man is for REAL and for good.he can also help you to fix your broken relationship. I had my husband back! It was like a miracle! He suddenly wanted to go to marriage counselling, and we’re doing very, very well,in our love life.contact email(ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com tel:+234186885231)

Anonymous said...


My name is morgan keri.i want to give thanks to dr.trust for bringing back my ex husband.No one could have ever made me believe that the letter I’m about to write would actually one day be written. I was the world’s biggest skeptic. I never believed in magic spells or anything like this, but I was told by a reliable source (a very close co-worker) that Trust is a very dedicated, gifted, and talented person,It was one of the best things I have ever done. My love life was in shambles; I had been through two divorces and was on the brink of a third. I just couldn't face another divorce, and I wanted to try harder to make our relationship work, but my husband didn’t seem to care. and he brake up with me again.I was confuse and do not no what to do again,rather them to get in contact with dr.trust. He did a love spell that make my husband come back to me. we are now very much happy with ourself. dr.trust make him to realise how much we love and need each other.This man is for REAL and for good.he can also help you to fix your broken relationship. I had my husband back! It was like a miracle! He suddenly wanted to go to marriage counselling, and we’re doing very, very well,in our love life.contact email(ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com tel:+234186885231)

Anonymous said...

Am Millan.L from California.I want to use this medium to tell you all about my spell caster.About two years ago I was having problems with my husband and he left me for another lady.I did everything I could to get my husband back all to no avail until last month when a friend of mine introduced me to DR.AGBAZARA TEMPLE were I met a great spellcaster who cast me a spell on my behalf .I did all I was told and 72hours later my husband came back home begging me for forgiveness.I forgave him and today we are living together again.You could be the next to tell your story why not try this AGBAZARA TEMPLE to solve your problem. Contact them via this email: (agbazara@gmail.com) OR call him on (+2348104102662).

Unknown said...

My advice to any one who might be thinking of contacting a spell caster,is to contact Metodo i know he the only real spell caster i think still leaves his methods will speak and make you believe. All it take is to find the real and right spell caster. Am that kind of person that have always thought that marrying a rich man will set me free in financially as a matter of fact i have been married to to four different men all for money i guess after every divorce with every one of them i didn't as much as i expected even when there was no prenuptial agreement signed. But When i met my firth to be husband,i never expected i will fall for him so much i mean he was so charming cute and for the first time he made me feel safe like he will always be here for me not matter what happens. For the first time i was in love. Maybe i don't know what love is cos i never felt it for any one my ex husband the only detail i can give is that my heart literally beats fast when he was around me, anytime he ran his finger through my hair. I always knew my past will come to hurt me no matter what i do but i never gave it to much thought cos i never thought i will meet this kind of man. He was gentle with me always i mean my life was a fairy tale for a moment. But then again my past life that was to be left in the closet got out. I was so much in love to not tell him about my pasted life i just wanted to left him know like this was the person i use to be but cos of him i changed .He brought me to the light. I guess that was not the case he grew mad at me and thought i was going to do the same thing to him just like my exes. I don't know if it was that in the last 4 years i have been married four time to four different men cos of their bank statement that made him mad of was that i didn't tell him all this while. All the same after a while of not speaking with me he moved out. I thought he was going to call i just wanted to give him space i mean my friends suggested i did that but time few by with no call no text the only time he came back to our house was to pick his remaining things. The first man i have ever loved was walking out of my life just like a mist that comes and go i wanted him back to show him that he changed me to show him with him am a different person,He kept saying he would not want the same thing to happen to him just like my exes i believed he still loved he though he never said but that thought made me contact Metodo the spell caster for help. I saw positive comments about him and someone said she has actually seen, that is come in contact with him during the time he helped her. Was not really sure what to believe i just thought i was desperate i need help right away or i was going to lose my dream man for life. Like honestly i was not going to travel for over thirteen hours or so to look for metodo in were he leaves cos one i din't know anybody there and two my run my private spa so i had little all not time and it will be an expensive thing to do. I could not also get the materials he needed to cast the spell so i had to ask him to get them for me so i can give him the money to pay for them. Within the first seven week he sent me a some candle with some hand written don't really know what to call it but will say words to recite at night at the right hour. At that time within the seven days, Stephen started coming around all the time i mean i don't think it was coincidental cos really it wasn't. I believed what Metodo was doing was working. Just after those seven day i received a parcel with something he gave me instruction on how to use. This is no lie in anyway Stephen. Not everybody will believe this more over its just something on the internet but my heart knows every of this word that formed this entire comment is true. Living Metodo contact for those who believes me and needs help metodoacamufortress @ yahoo. com

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I am Tamra Yagle Martinez from USA, my heart is filled with so much joy today because of what the great Dr Ayo has done in my life. I got married to my loving husband 4 years ago and we were living a happy life together as young couples and everything was moving on smoothly without know disturbance, two months later I went to check up in the clinic and the doctor confirmed that i am three weeks pregnant with my heart filled with joy and my face full of smile and laughter i ran down home to break the good news to my dear husband and he was very happy about the news and that night is a night i will always live to remember. To make the story short after i have delivered he was very happy to see our bouncing baby boy, but along the line he started keeping late night and going to club and doing the things he has never done before, and one morning i confronted him about his new attitude but he ignore my advice and to my greatest surprise i discover my husband was having an affair with a mistress in his working place and they were seeing each other after work hour. On one faithful night my husband came back home and started packing all his belongings and told me that he is tired of me that he is filing for an annulment not knowing that his mistress has cast love spell on him that was why he was acting strange so i told my friend Grace in my working place and she said a friend of hers got same issue but got a help from a spell caster , we contacted the firend and she gave us the spell caster email address: {Okirikaspiritualherbaltemple@gmail.com} and ask me to contact him that he will help me to bring back my husband in none less than three days so when i got home i contacted him and he replied me and said that my husband is under a great love spell but he promise to help bring back my husband. To my greatest suprise, i received a call from my husband at the middle of the night asking for my forgiveness saying it is the work of the devil that he did not know when he did what he has done, and finally he came to my house in the morning on bended knees begging for my forgivenss. All thanks to great Dr. Ayo for his great help in my family for helping me to restore my lost joy to my family, in-case you have similar case or even worst than my own your can contact him with his EMAIL ADDRESS: Okirikaspiritualherbaltemple@gmail.com

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