All day I have cleaned because I couldn't come here. Maybe you would say I'm nesting, but me? I know better. Baby A feels so far away. I haven't had any contractions. Aside from a little nausea this morning, I've felt pretty good. It has been my best day in a long while. This is supposed to be good news and I'll admit, it was nice, but at the same time I'm wondering why. I wonder why I had contractions so often when it was too early for him to come, worrying myself into a frenzy. Now that he is full term, it's like he's going to be in there forever. I know he's not. I'm told I'll meet him in just six short days, but it has yet to feel real.
And so I cleaned today.
What I really wanted to do was come to the keyboard and type. I wanted to say so much, but I knew you didn't want to hear it. I tried to stay away, but I couldn't and now here I am.
3 comments:
I feel the same way! It seems like my body doesn't want this kid out now that it is okay for to her to arrive. (I wish I had your nesting though. I should be cleaning.)
If you've got things to say, you know you can always type me an email. ;) Things that can't be said to the internet are probably things that I'm already thinking anyway. I've been thinking about you and wishing that there was a way to bank sleep!
That baby will be coming soon. Those last few days felt so long, but once they're here, it goes by quick, huh?
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