Friday, March 30, 2012
The Taste of Snow
Thursday, March 29, 2012
on leaving my babe
I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the fact that I'm going to be away from my little one for a weekend. In two short weeks, I'll be on a plane to Tennessee to celebrate my grandparents' anniversary and a friend's birthday. I can't wait...I think. It's just every time I start to imagine not waking up to his sweet talking in the morning or the way he hugs me when he's really tired, I start to feel panic in my heart. As much as I need a break from mothering 24/7 from time to time, I still feel like this break is too long and too soon. An eight month old needs his mama, doesn't he? I hope he doesn't miss me. The weekend will be jam-packed, though so hopefully I won't have time to dwell on it too much.
But I just know he's going to be looking so cute when I get dropped off at the airport- still in his jammies- looking like this:
And then I'll embarrass myself crying the whole flight home. It won't be the first time I've cried on a flight.
Moms, have you ever left your babies overnight? Am I over-reacting?
P.S.- Thanks to everyone who linked up yesterday. It was fun going around to all the different blogs and checking out your artwork! I hope to see you again next Wednesday.
P.P.S.- Tomorrow I'll have a book review for ya that would make an awesome gift for an 8-14 year old girl, just FYI.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
SOMEthing's Drawn
Monday, March 26, 2012
you can't make this stuff up
(P.S.- Do you play Draw Something? If so, come back on Wednesday for a new link up I've started to share your best and worst work of the week. We'll have fun. And we won't laugh at you- we'll laugh with you!)
Sunday, March 25, 2012
the mandatory blogger Hunger Games post
When I do workout, I train hard:
No lie. Last time I exercised, I pretended I was Katniss Everdeen. I quickly contemplated learning proper hiding techniques instead, though. I cannot stand to have someone chasing me so I know I would not make it. It's weird that I've thought of this, isn't it? Who saw the movie this past weekend? Was it good?
On the topic of The Hunger Games-
I came across this girl's blog a few weeks ago and automatically loved her for this post. I bet she would have been fun to go to the premier with- y'all know how I love a good dress-up-ridiculously-and-go-see-a-movie night.
Well, I better go. I've heard tell that a certain Captain J is coming home sometime tonight. I'm excited. I better go whip this house into a home or he might trade me in.
Love to my followers.
~Mrs. K
Project 365- Week 12
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Safe and Sound
Friday, March 23, 2012
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Is this thing on?
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
My Mom Bod
I've always had issues with self esteem. It may be lingering doubt from being wronged in past relationships, but I'll go ahead and take full credit for it. I look in the mirror and I pick out what's wrong with the picture. Perhaps this is why a lot of the research I did as an undergrad gravitated around body image and then later, exercise motivation. I've been searching for awhile.
I was terrified to get pregnant. I wanted a baby so badly, but I thought I'd much rather go through adoption than put my body through the stress of carrying a child. I just knew I'd gain 2,000 lbs and never lose it again. I was worried about stretch marks. Above all else, I was worried about how I would feel afterward. Would I ever be confident?
Women tend to be a little harder on themselves than men, I think. Even more so, we're more critical of ourselves than other women. It's nearly impossible for me to snap a picture of myself and think- that's a good picture of me! But when my friends take photos of themselves and they think it's terrible, I usually think it's a perfectly good picture and wonder what it is they're seeing.
In the last couple of weeks, I've made it a mission of mine to conquer this irrational belief I hold- the one that tells me that I'm not attractive- that I'm ugly even.
It has been seven months since I gave birth. It's true I have lost most of the weight I gained during my pregnancy. I am back in my regular clothes, although they just don't fit like they used to. I'm working on that. I could pick out a gazillion things I don't love about my body, but I'm not going to do that. I'm going to focus on the good.
What do I love about my Mom Bod?
- I love the extra junk in the trunk that I've obtained. My rear was rather flat before.
- I love that God allowed me the ability to provide nutrients for my son for 5.5 months of his life. A woman's body is an amazing thing, isn't it?
- I'm proud that I lathered up in cocoa butter at every opportunity as I think it helped me walk away from my pregnancy with zero stretch marks!
- Most of all, I carried the sweetest most precious person in all the world inside me for nine months. I will never take that lightly. I can't believe God has blessed me in this way.
And when the creeping doubt seeps in? I'll go workout. I'll stare in the eyes of my son and know it was all worth it. I'll recognize that it's a journey toward a happier me- not a destination. I'll look at the pictures below and not cringe thinking how far I have to go.
But rejoice because my son came from this!
P.S. When does that line (the Linea Nigra) go away?
P.P.S. Don't ever get your belly button pierced if you plan on getting pregnant. I took my navel ring out 7 months before I even got pregnant in preparation for baby. As you can see, that didn't really work out. It looks slightly funky.
Err, wait. I wasn't going to point out flaws, was I?
I love my mom body, I love my mom body, I love my mom body.
Whew. I feel better.
Link up with Amber if you wish to celebrate your Mom Bod, too!
Monday, March 19, 2012
Miscellany Monday
Anyway, I wanted to link up with Carissa today for a Miscellany Monday post-
Because it's just one of those days where there are several things on my brain. I'm taking the moment to blog this morning because I was basically a rockstar in the house today. The kitchen was clean, the diapers were drying, and I made baby food all before 8am this morning. This is my pat on the back for it. I get that, right?
*Louisiana is in bloom! There are lovely flowers galore, muggy weather, and pollen up to my eyeballs. Sometimes, I can sneak out on the porch before a rain and relax on the hammock under a blanket (if it's not too hot). I love those little moments.
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*Last week, I went to PWOC on post as I usually do. I'm happy to report- that for the first time EVER- Baby K made it in watchcare the entire time. Every single time he has gone before, they've paged me to come get him because they cannot get him calmed down. When I walked in this time, he was smiling, SMILING! I was shocked and so proud. I think he stayed so long because God needed me to hear what we were talking about in our small study group. We were discussing contentment and if you've followed my blog for any significant amount of time, you know that I struggle with being content not making any money for our family. I sometimes feel that if I'm not actually working then I'm not contributing. Lately, when I look in my son's eyes and see how happy he is, I know that I'm actually doing a lot more than I think. God has placed me in this role right now and I will be content with it! I'm so grateful.
I think that's enough randomness for the day on my part. Anything random you'd like to share? I'm all ears.
XOXO,
Mrs. K
Sunday, March 18, 2012
It's a meme happy Sunday
This is my first time participating in Sweat to Street. Honestly, it inspired me to get up and start working out one day. Isn't it weird how websites like Pinterest and other blogs can become my motivation? Why can't I just intrinsically yearn for a happy, healthy me? Oh well. I take the motivation where I can get it.
I don't often put much thought into what I work out in. It's usually just what I can grab out of the drawer that
doesn't have baby puke on it
doesn't smell horrible. I snapped a photo of my typical running outfit. T-shirt and shorts for this Louisiana gal. I love these shorts, though. I swiped them up at Goodwill for a couple bucks with my military discount. Score.
I also found an alternative where I'm not limping after every run now. My new shoe inserts make for a very happy Mrs. K. Also, what's a run without some Jungle Love on the ipod? Ha! On a related note- workout song suggestions?
For my street wear-
Ok, let me just stop right there. I'll be honest- the only places I go are chapel and Walmart. Seriously, y'all. I try to dress up every other day for my hubby even when we're not doing a darn thing, but that doesn't always work out. I put on this outfit for -oh-about an hour and then SOMEbody got some formula on it that had already been digested. Yeah.
I just have to keep reminding myself that feeling pretty for at least an hour is totally worth it in the end. It's just enough to remind me that I'm not in my rocker yet. Besides, getting thoughtfully dressed for the day always makes me feel better!
And now, for a photo dump of my last week:
Have a very happy Sunday... God bless you!
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Sensational Stories Saturday
“Can you believe it?” shouted my peers, “A real writing contest for us!” Quietly reserved as usual, I could even feel my cheeks start to get warm, my heart feeling like a butterfly was let loose inside my young frame. My words could be chosen to be in a book! No one knew it, but I had plenty to say.
The poetry floated freely from my brain to the wide ruled notebook paper that day. I already had something in mind that I wanted to write out. Later, the teacher read our poems quietly at her desk.
I wonder why she isn’t smiling? What if she’s reading mine?
There. There’s a smile. She must be enjoying that one. Could I approach her desk without her knowing what I’m searching for?
I just wanted to see my name on that paper.
Off went all the poetry submitted by the brave students of our classroom. Off went all the work of fellow poets from most of the Southeast.
I didn’t have a chance.
A letter arrived.
Was there an elephant sitting on me? I was sure there was. Inside the envelope, a note told me my work was chosen to be published in Anthology of Poetry by Young Americans. I must have been the proudest eight year old in three counties.
Oh, happy day.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
A Day At the Park
Days like yesterday are so precious to me.
I know I'm biased, but don't you think he's starting to look a little more like me? Must be the weight gain. Ha!
Love him to the moon and back. Captain J, too.
Psalm 103:17- "But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children."
Funnies
That awkward moment when my 17 year old brother discovers that Santa (accidently) brought him boxers that say, "My bone glows"
Couldn't.stop.laughing.
Got an old photo you want to link up today? Head over to Monica's Notebook to play along!
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Purge, Purge, Purge
My husband told me recently, "You're really good at pointing out what you're not good at."
He then went on to challenge me to write about something I AM good at for a change. What came to mind first?
Double-Tasking.
or triple, quadroople even. I'm fantastic at this especially when it comes to getting things done around the house. It's a blessing and a curse really.
Laundry needs done? No prob. Let me just clean the shower after I switch loads, match some socks here, clean the table there, back and forth, back and forth, I'm a woman on a mission. It must drive my Type A Army Officer Husband batty. He has a task to do- he gets it done. He focuses and he accomplishes and then moves on to the next thing. Me? I'm all over the place.
Our differences come to roaring head when we move. Please feel my pain when I tell you that my husband and I are averaging moving once a year since we've been married. We've no plans to break the cycle either with our upcoming (departure from the Army) move in less than a year to God knows where. This means that we've had our fair share of box unpacking as of late.
I can't stand to not have the house unpacked. Captain J doesn't mind in the slightest. He unpacks the t.v., gets it set up, and calls it a day. The next day, he'll unpack one box then break for an hour.
Imagine my despair when I discovered this about him. But, but honey there's so much to dooooo!
It was infinitely more terrible when I was nesting with sweet Baby K baking away inside me. My double tasking little heart just cannot understand why he's a one focused task (box) kind of person. I want to take out the wine holder from the box and lovingly place it in the kitchen. Then, if I so deem fitting, I'll grab my house shoes peeking out from another box and take them to the closet. I do what I want, people. In my head, there's order in this way of operating. In Captain J's view? He doesn't see it that way.
As I hinted before, the last move was the worst. I just could not go another day without putting Baby K's room together. Afterall, he was going to be here ANY second (wishful thinking on my part). After nearly two months of this extremely pregnant body sleeping on an air mattress on the floor, I gained renewed energy and suddenly wanted to make this place feel like home. There was no time for rest. Poor J.
At any given moment, you might have found me shouting, "Why are the books still stacked up in boxes?! SERENITY NOW!"
It was bad.
But I think I'm giving Captain J a little taste of my unrest. Today he came home to books of boxes in the hallway, empty boxes strewn throughout the house, and clothes/various items all over the place. Yes, it's Spring Cleaning time and my motto is Purge, Purge, Purge. With thoughts of clean and simplified living in mind, I'm tolerating the temporary mess. I wonder what J thinks about it. ;)
Captain J:1
Mrs. K: 1
The game continues.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Heart Like Mine
When my name's called on a roll
He'll meet me with two long stem glasses
Make a toast to me coming home
'Cause I heard Jesus he drank wine
And I bet we'd get along just fine
He could calm a storm and heal the blind
And I bet he'd understand a heart like mine.
(I'm uninspired to write today so I'll let Miranda Lambert do the talkin' for me. Isn't it fun to reminisce? The above photos were taken in Alaska and New Zealand. I'm getting the itch to travel again. That being said, feel free to send some money to my PayPal account to fund my next adventure. Thanks in advance! ;) )
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Project 365- Week 10
Sunday, March 4, 2012: Little Miss Starved-For-Attention under the hammock
Monday, March 5, 2012: Did I mention we are gardeners now? Well, now I have! K and I took a walk to the back part of the property to where our garden is located. The dirt was in desparate need of hose shower.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012: On my drive to PWOC, I day dreamed about a prior life when I owned one of these sweet vans, played guitar impeccably, and bathed in creeks while traveling around- a drifter, I was.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012 I forgot to take the pens out of my husband's uniform. Fail! Good thing he's in the field a lot and no one will notice the ink dots sprinkled throughout- if only my dryer was so lucky.
Thursday, March 8, 2012 This little one decided to roll all over the house. Anytime he needed to get anywhere? He rolled. And rolled and rolled. I gave him an early bath and put this boy to bed! What will I do when he starts crawling?
Friday, March 9, 2012 Before meeting up with a coffee group, K, J and I went out to breakfast. Captain J snapped this photo of me and little bit.
Saturday, March 10, 2012: SOMEbody turned 7 months old on this day.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Seven Months
This is my favorite age so far! You are so much fun! You smile and giggle all throughout the day now. Tummy troubles no more, my boy. I'm so happy that you're happy. When you wake us in the morning, it's typically with your talking-
"YaYaYaYaYa"
or
"DaDaDaDaDa"
Neither of which are "MaMaMaMaMa", but I'm going to let that slide. I love scooping you out of your crib just after you've let out the biggest stretch complete with funny facials that surely make you feel rejuvenated. I think you get it from me.
You reach for me now, too which makes me feel like the luckiest woman in all the world. I adore the connection we have. You must know at just seven months old that you are my world!
You're rolling over, sitting up, passing toys back and forth between your hands, holding your own bottle, and beginning to use a sippy cup. You've handled solids wonderfully, too. You don't turn down food, that's for sure. We had a short bout with a refusal to eat avocados, but it was quickly remedied. Thus far, you've eaten avocados, sweet potatoes, peas, carrots, and bananas.
As of late, I've caught some glimpses of how hard my job is going to be when you're mobile! I keep putting you on the floor and when I re-enter the room, you're on the other side. Rolling is an adventure for you, I think.
You're becoming much more wiggly during changing time. You get really frustrated when I take your arms to put them in the sleeve holes. You love to have your hands in your mouth (and anything and everything else you can manage to fit in there).
I'm not even going to comment on your sleeping lately for fear I'll jinx it.
Moving on...
I just hope you know how loved you are. You ought to! I tell you a million times a day. I can't get enough of your mischevious little smile, your infectious laugh, and the way you only want me to hold you at night before bed. I'm so glad you're in my life.
We started making it a point to pray with you this month. I don't know why it never crossed our minds before. Your dad used to sneak into your room after you had fallen asleep and pray over you (which I suspect he still does) but now before bed, we have a family prayer. I hope we make it a point to pray with you all throughout your life. I can't ask for God's protection over you enough.
Could you stay this age a little while longer?
Every day is cherished.
Love you!!
~Mom
Friday, March 9, 2012
Aging Well
Every time I snap a photo of myself I'm somewhat appalled by
Ok, I'm 26. I should have taken the time when I was younger to wash my face at night and moisturize it like a boss. But I didn't. Luckily, I have good genes, though.
This is my grandmother (Baby K's great-grandmother) holding my nephew Aiden a few years ago. Isn't she beautiful? I once asked her what the secret was to staying so youthful looking and my grandfather replied, "Moisturizer!" She didn't even have to say anything. He knew. I guess she has made it a point to take care of her skin from the beginning of their marriage.
Well, I haven't been so diligent. In fact, I only washed my face in the shower before. If I did put on makeup, I never took it off properly. Bad girl!
But then I got a facial the other day and someone put a little makeup on me and I realized- it's not too late!
I looked and felt pretty good afterward. My skin didn't feel as old. Maybe I could keep this up.
I'm happy to report that I've been washing my face in the morning and at night, moisturizing and using Mary Kay-
For seven whole days. Who am I right now? ;)
What anti-aging/take care of your skin routine do you have? Any products I should know about? Help a girl out !